Mon 2022-Aug-08

COVID-19: The Power of Positive Thinking

Tagged: COVID / PharmaAndBiotech

People are always telling me to “think positive”. I hate it.

Positive thinking?!

I really hate being told that. It’s as though I’m being socially coerced to buy into some collective delusion that lets NT’s ignore how terribly we’re all being exploited by the rich and their corporations. Or how brutal we are to each other.

We depressed, anxious folk are more realistic in our assessments of the world, don’t you know?

COVID-19 testing

Still… it’s time to test to see if I’ve cleared the rebound infection. Maybe, if I “think positive[ly]”, as all the NT’s endlessly chant, I can be released from confinement on the 2nd floor?

Your humble Weekend Editor is thinking positive Behold the fruits of positive thinking: I am indeed, still positive. COVID-19 positive.

Ok, only a little bit. But with RAT sensitivity, it means I’m still likely shedding virus. And that’s positive enough to warrant further confinement.

But… today is the 5th day of rebound COVID-19 (no 2nd course of paxlovid, irritatingly enough). Symptoms are fading: no fever, most of the aches & pains faded, no long sessions of productive coughing. Still some productive coughing/runny nose, sudden sweats, and fatigue. And a RAT producing that glaarrgh red T line.

So what now?

Back to books & YouTube for now.

Books (passim)

Dean Ing, Anasazi Paul McAuley, Eternal Light I’m re-reading some of my old SF paperbacks that happen to be covering most of the the walls of the tatami room upstairs here. Dean Ing’s Anasazi was pleasantly chilling, and now I’m trying to figure out Paul McCauley’s Eternal Light. Some of the old books from the 1970s and 1980s haven’t worn well, culturally speaking, and require one to re-enter the cultural frame of memory to understand them. Others are more… universal. No idea how to predict ab initio which would have become which.

Sidney Coleman, Relativity In a more serious vein, I’ve been working my way through Sidney Coleman’s Lectures on Relativity. It’s about as good as you’d expect, if you knew Coleman: almost startlingly clear, with his lecture style that makes the world suddenly make sense. It’s like an ambush of clarity: you can’t see it coming, but every time it clobbers you from behind, it’s pure joy of insight.

I miss him. I modeled a lot of my own teaching technique after him (and a couple others, but maybe 50% El Sid). That picture of him on the cover, slouched in a recliner, is perfect. I was really sad one day to learn that he didn’t much like teaching, even though he was an excellent and hilarious experience in the classroom. I wanted the fiction that because he made me happy, surely he must be happy doing so. I guess it was a duty for him.

But I respect dutifulness, and still miss him anyway.


As far as YouTubers… Let me begin with how amused I am at the word “YouTuber”. It sounds like some arcane epithet to be hurled when one wishes to compare one’s antagonist to a potato. (Go ahead, think it through. The rest of us will wait. Hint: “You… tuber!”)

I’ve been feeling confined, helpless, and dependent with this idiot virus from the unmasked idiots who gave it to me on the idiotically crowded, slow MBTA shuttle bus. So I’ve been fascinated with independence. Hence the videos of people building off-grid cabins and rather more elaborate off-grid workshops and homes:
Bush Radical @ YouTube Girl in the Woods @ YouTube

  • Bush Radical and Girl in the Woods, a married couple, seem to like to spend their time building fairly minimalist cabins and outhouses on some tracts of properties they own in Alaska and upper Michigan.

    Sometimes they stray near right-wing prepper territory, which just makes me itch with revulsion. But mostly, they show how to build rather nice little cabins to which you can retire to build a fire in a wood stove and get some writing done on a winter day.

    And they play with their dogs a lot, who seem insanely happy canines, just a joy to behold.

    When they cook over a wood fire or on the wood stove, they always “offer you the first bite”, holding a forkful close to the camera lens. Some of the “spend the night with me at the cabin in a blizzard” videos are deeply reassuring to me in some way. Probably something to do with feeling secure.

    And… they just seem happy with their lives.

Ambition Strikes @ YouTube

  • Ambition Strikes is another married couple who apparently met in college repairing off-road vehicles. “Wedding” vs “welding” … I mean, it’s only 1 letter different, right?

    These guys take the opposite tack from the more minimalist pair above: they buy whatever tech they need, up to and including bulldozers and surplus army trucks. I got hooked watching them build a ridiculously over-sized solar array for their off-grid workshop/apartment in northern Idaho. Yes, it’s oversized by conventional calculations, but on the other hand they’ll never have to worry about utilities ever again. They’re buying not just electrical production, but also security.

    Their financial management is interesting too, since it’s all done on a cash basis. They own stuff, and don’t have loans to pay off. Again, security.

So that’s my somewhat deranged COVID-19 isolation time.

No more deranged than usual, really.

(Or possibly I’m too deranged to tell. Feel free to debug my state of derangement in the comments, if you like.)

Addendum 2022-Aug-10: Project Kamp

Project Kamp @ YouTube Oh, I forgot to add to the YouTube stuff: Project Kamp!

Some amiable Europeans, mostly Dutch, bought abandoned land in Portugal and are rehabilitating it. A changing cast of characters come for a few months each, to experiment with solar arrays, vegan cooking, weather stations, soil moisture sensors, and so on all hooked up to a Raspberry Pi. In the meantime, they live completely off-grid, make good friends with their neighbors, and just generally try to figure out ecologically sustainable living.

Also socially sustainable, since they like their neighbors. So much so that they get invited to come harvest oranges that the neighbors don’t have time to harvest. The video of fresh, sun-warmed oranges is quite moving.

Notes & References

1: C’mon. Takin’ a sick day here. Like, a couple sick weeks, really.

Published Mon 2022-Aug-08

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